a secret at work

so there's this guy at my workplace and i totally have a thing for him but i'm too chicken to do anything about it. he's always asking me how i am and stuff, and sometimes we share these awkward silences that make me think he might feel the same way. i mean, who knows, right? all day i'm thinking maybe this is my chance, and then i go ahead and spill coffee on his desk when everyone else is looking at us. classic move, i know. anyway, i'm not sure if i want to tell him or keep it a secret forever, which is driving me crazy. lol