patient secrets

hey everyone, i have a confession. sometimes when patients are super grumpy or not following the plan, i catch myself whispering back at them in kind of a snarky way. like if they say "this is pointless" i might think out loud, oh really? because you just paid me fifty bucks to sit here and listen... but it never leaves my mouth! still, sometimes i feel bad afterwards thinking maybe it’s not the right attitude even if it feels good at the moment. anyone else ever wanna snap back like this? is it just normal or am i going too far? 🤔