Just Another Day of Not Getting It Done

You know that feeling when you're supposed to be studying but all you can do is stare out the window and wonder what life would look like if you just dropped everything and started again? I had another one today. My History essay is due in two days, and while everyone else seems focused on their work, here I am wondering about the guy from the coffee shop who always has a weird smile for me when he makes my latte. Ugh, that's not it at all, but whenever I see him, all the stuff I was supposed to be working on goes out the window. It's so frustrating because I really like this major and want to do well in school, but sometimes, like today, it feels pointless. Anyway, back to reality. Maybe if I can get a head start on my reading for tomorrow's lecture, I won't have as much cramming to do later this week. Plus, the library has some new books that look really interesting, who knows, maybe they'll help me focus more. Or at least distract me less. But seriously, what am I even doing here? Sometimes it feels like everyone else has their life figured out and I'm just floating around without a clue. Maybe I need to take a break from this whole thing or something... but I don't know if that's the answer either.