Wish I Could Quit My Gig Economy Job

I just can't stop checking my email and the app for new work orders. Even when there's nothing to do. It feels like this endless cycle of staring at a screen, hoping something will happen soon. Today was one of those days where everything felt slow and quiet, and I just wanted a real job with benefits, you know? But then again, what am I really good for besides doing my little tasks on the computer or phone? It's not like anyone is lining up to hire me full-time. And yet, there's this nagging feeling that maybe if I work hard enough, things will change somehow. Or maybe it's just a dream...