new job drama

so i start this new gig and on my first day i go all out like a total rookie and spill coffee all over the place. it was just so awkward but i felt bad and cleaned up fast. anyway, even tho everyone says dont stress about small stuff im still feelin guilty. idk why cuz i totally would do that again if i could have one of those time turner things from harry potter. yeah, maybe a bit defiant but it was kinda fun too