i did something bad

ok so like today at lunch i spilled my juice all over jenny's notes and she was super mad but i didn't mean to honestly i was just being clumsy as usual. the thing is, after she yelled at me, i kinda felt a little relieved cuz now she won't invite me to sit with her cool friends anymore. it sounds bad but sometimes i feel like they only want me around for the snacks or because i'm new and interesting. anyway now im worried about getting in trouble with mrs. lee too, maybe she'll make me stay after school. hope not cuz my parents always freak out if i get detention.