My Secret Artistic Struggles

I’ve been an artist for as long as I can remember. My parents always encouraged me to pursue my passion, and even now that I’m in college studying fine arts, they’re still my biggest fans. But lately, something’s been off. No matter how much time I put into it, my paintings just don’t feel right. The colors aren’t vibrant anymore, the strokes aren’t as fluid, and worst of all, my joy isn’t there. Every piece feels like a step backward instead of forward. When I was younger, painting made me happy; now, it’s more like a chore. I keep hoping that one day I’ll wake up and find my inspiration back, but so far, nothing has changed. It’s strange to feel lost in something you once loved so much.