When I Sabotaged My Own Presentation

So last week at work... I was preparing for this big presentation on a project that's near and dear to my heart. Everything seemed set, but then I started getting these strange doubts... Am I overthinking things? Maybe I'm not ready after all... Or is it just fear of failure talking? Anyway, long story short, the night before, I was going through the slides one last time... And for some reason, I decided to reorder a couple of them, which made everything confusing. It was like my brain just went rogue and turned against me... Why did I do that? Was it sabotage? Self-sabotage maybe? The presentation didn't go well at all after that little mix-up... Maybe I should've listened to my own doubts but taken steps to actually address them instead of letting them mess with the project. Now everyone's looking at me like I'm crazy, and here I am wondering what exactly happened in those final moments before everything went sideways...