Can't Stop Thinking About Him

I know I shouldn’t let it get to me like this, but ever since Mike started working at the hospital, I just can't stop thinking about him. It's not even his medical skills or expertise that got me going, I mean, sure, he’s pretty competent at what he does. But no, it's more like... the way he smiles when he thinks nobody is looking, and how kind he is to everyone around him, including me. One day, I found myself practically holding my breath every time he walked by in the hallway, just so I could see that beautiful smile of his. It’s ridiculous, really, Mike isn’t even part of my department! But there it is, I’m crushing hard on this guy, and the thought of telling him anything about how I feel leaves me with butterflies and a cold sweat. Maybe one day I’ll find the courage to tell him; for now, all I can do is hope that our paths continue to cross and maybe, just maybe, we'll get to know each other better.