i love to play video games but its embarrassing

i know my grandkids think i am this ancient person who does not understand anything about modern stuff. one day we were visiting and they asked if i wanted to join them for a game of roblox or something, i said yes because why not? turns out i actually really enjoy playing these games with them. we have a blast together but every time after the session is over my grandkids tease me for being bad at it. i feel silly admitting that i spend some evenings playing solo as well and get pretty into it. i just hope nobody finds this and tells everyone