..when life feels like a constant disappointment..

I'm starting to feel really down about this job as a barista. Every day is just another reminder of all the things I'm not doing or could be doing if only... you know? Sometimes, when customers are grumpy and rush orders, it's hard not to think about how much more fulfilling my life would be elsewhere. But where exactly am I supposed to go from here? The uncertainty just leaves me feeling stuck and unfulfilled all the time....