I'm Stuck on Stranger TikTok Videos

So I've been watching these random TikTokers for weeks now, and I swear one of them has my laugh or something. It's super embarrassing because they have no clue who I am or that I even exist, but here we are. And it feels a bit twisted because some of the videos are just kids playing with slime or adults doing makeup tutorials... I mean, I'm not watching them all day every day, but yeah, there are these few whose content has me hooked like crazy. So here's my confession: I watch and rewatch these TikTok strangers' videos hoping they'll do something new soon. Is this just me being nosy or is it common to feel connected to creators even when you're not part of their fan base? Am I the only weirdo?