Why Did I Order That?

So here's something that has been nagging me lately. Last week, I placed an order on Amazon for a giant stuffed sloth toy, like, the size of a small child. At first, it seemed silly but harmless enough. But then, as the days passed and the package sat unopened in my room, I started to wonder why I even did this. Was it just because everyone was talking about how cute they are? Or maybe I was trying to distract myself from midterms with a burst of whimsy? Whatever it was, now it’s sitting there staring at me with its googly eyes, and every time I walk by, I think, 'Was I really that bored?' It's making me question my decision-making skills in general. And what if someone sees it? Will they just laugh or wonder about my sanity?