my code is messy

im sooo proud of my code its like a piece of art but nobody else gets it. i mean they can see what it does but the way im doing it, with all these functions and variables named after inside jokes and memes only i understand, it feels magical. when ive been working on something for days straight and finally get that last bug fixed or that optimization just right, its like a high. nobody else gets why i name loops schrodingers_cat or why arrays are called cookies but i dont care. my code is an extension of myself and im not changing it.